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Want to scream out loud today. Have you ever felt that there are times when all you want to do is to curl up an cry ? Today is one of those days.
I am told that I cannot handle disappointments in life. I am also told that I am not good at keeping any extreme feelings to myself. What I don't understand is why I need to ?
I have never been the kind of person who shies away from showing what I feel. Whether it is any small amount of a fleeting feeling or something immensely huge. But apparently for the sake of civility or social obligations or family obligations, we need to learn to keep a straight face.
I don't fucking buy it !