blip..

Guilt guilt guilt..
Thats all i am riddled with right now..

A feeling of being so self centered that it hurts..
A feeling of sheer helplessness where I just don't know where to look..

Stuck in my head..

The song I can't stop listening to since morning is 'Dekho na' from the new movie 'Fanaa'. Its such a lovely song I can't tell ya.. As in, there is this inherent sweetness and melody only some songs have (a few of Jatin Lalit songs have it actually when you think abt it). And on top of that its sung by Sonu and Sunidhi, 2 of my fav singers.. They have really done a brilliant job of it :) They sound good together man! (they shud just get hitched to each other :p)
A nice and smooth baarish song, warm and endearing.. Sounds like quite a few other songs including 'Hum Tum' title track.. But what the heck.. its still very very hummable..:)

I have a smile on my face every time Sonu says 'Haiii' or Sunidhi says 'Khufiya' !! LOL

Anyways, worth listening to peepol!

Pliss to excuse..

Sandeep is shaming me into doing this! (ok, if shaming is a word that is:p)

But see, there is absolutely no sense in writing rubbish rt ! (ha! writing to rubbish to avoid writing rubbish, this is deeep!)
I have what is popularly known as a brain freeze and muchos sorry to say I don't know how to get myself outta this ..

Am trying to meet interesting people (any kinda people for that matter, with the dwindling numbers on my cell and non existent social life, I am glad to even talk to the DVD store guy, who btw is my only human contact, non work that is..Think he likes me, he let me keep the Ice Age DVD for one whole week, yipppeee doooo! This is where you ask me why I am so ecstatic about keeping a DVD for 7 whole days :p)

Am trying to watch intelligent stuff on TV (read s** and the city :p. okk fine E... there!)

Am trying to force myself to write something (started to write something (anything) 2 days ago.. Well.. I got till the title 'No Yippee doo for me' ! And thats not too encouraging)

Am trying to listen to motivational songs, thought provoking songs (What is mobile number, karoon kya dial number.. tan tan tan...Ok, I gotta get that song outta my head now, its killin me!)

Am trying to get myself drunk enough to write something (yessss, that works sometimes coz all those dormant thoughts an ideas come to surface you see. Alas, all that happened was passing out at 9 PM!)

So deepu, you see how difficult this is, not to mention detrimental to my health an sanity...

So, plisss to excuse!!

I am not gonna blog till I can think of somethin to blog abt.

there !

Houston ! we have trouble